Today is a milestone in my life. After failing to get confirmed in the Roman Catholic Church, the church of my birth, when I was supposed to back when I was thirteen, I finally received the Holy Spirit and entered into fellowship with my fellow parishioners.
Sunday, May 17, 2026
I Bow to Rome, Not Washington
Sunday, June 8, 2025
Blood On the Rise is Following Us
This is how liberty dies . . .
Thursday, February 20, 2025
The OTHER Unholy Trinity
The three riders of the apocalypse in the regime of Der Amerikanischer Führer are in place. Robert F. Kennedy, Jr. is Secretary of Health and Human Services . . .
Tulsi Gabbard is now Director of National Intelligence . . .Sunday, January 26, 2025
Crash On the Ground
When Joe Biden became President four years ago, it looked like the United States was finally on the way to becoming a decent country like most of our contemporaries in the industrialized world. He launched an ambitious agenda to spend money on public works and amenities, was able to bring down the costs of insulin and other prescription drugs, reinvigorated existing social programs and sought to introduce new ones (though "Build Back Better" didn't quite work out), set out to get the U.S. to take the lead in combatting climate change, invested in manufacturing jobs, recognized the contributions of Americans of African, Latin American, Asian, and Oceanian origin, expanded NATO, stood firm with Ukraine in its fight against Russian invaders, and put the United States on a course to become a social democracy like Canada and the nations of western Europe.
Then Donald Trump came back and reversed all of that in one week. And then some.
When I say that I don't have to leave America because America left me, this is what I'm talking about. When the Cold War ended, and the Soviet Union ended with it, the United States in the early 1990s had prevailed in the struggle against communism at a great cost - the money, blood and treasure spent in proxy wars, military buildups, sophisticated weapons systems, and the national security state left our cities in ruins, our health care system a byzantine mess, our educational system in a shambles, and our public amenities in tatters. In 1992 Democrat Bill Clinton ran for President on change and "putting people first," and he came into office with many Americans like myself expecting a change for the better. Then came Newt Gingrich and the scuttling of ambitious policies like health care reform. Whatever progress Clinton did make in his Presidency was overturned by George Walker Bush. Then in 2008, our first black President - Barack Obama - was elected on a promise of hope and change, getting health care reform through but not quite what many admirers of the British, French and Canadian health care system wanted, but there was still hope for the future. For once we had a President who was talking about high-speed rail. Then came the Tea Party came into power, and after programs like high-speed rail were canceled in three out of four states planning for it, Obama never mentioned it again. And when he tried to get gun control legislation passed in the wake of the 2012 Newtown massacre in Connecticut - certainly a watershed moment like that would have led to sensible gun laws - all his efforts proved was how powerful gun culture in this country really is.
Whatever progress Obama did make in his Presidency was overturned by Donald Trump, except for the Affordable Care Act, and when Trump's reign degenerated into a pandemic and an insurrection, it seemed as if America had sunk as low as it possibly could have.
I began to grow angry and misanthropic toward my country, these United States, at about the same time Newt Gingrich became Speaker of the House and launched his Contract On America, and not enough of my fellow Americans gave a twit, and those that did, like a then-unknown democratic-socialist independent congressman named Bernie Sanders, were drowned out. That antipathy only grew over time, and I increasingly wanted to leave America. The Republican Party became dead-set against progress. And I'd long since realized that the "new" Democratic Party was no longer the party of the common people, and that certainly became apparent when the 2016 presidential campaigns of Bernie Sanders and Martin O'Malley were undermined by the party's national committee, but Biden's 2020 campaign and his old-school New Deal agenda gave me hope. And I definitely felt that we were on our way to a better place once he was sworn in.
It now turns out that the Democratic Party was hardly on the same page as President Biden, who saw "centrist" Democratic senators undermining him at every turn, and Sanders was clearly his closest ally. It also turns out that Democratic bigwigs - including Obama - moved behind the scenes to defeat Sanders when he appeared to be on the verge of surging to the 2020 Democratic nomination and get other Democratic presidential contenders to drop out to help Biden. It's not that Sanders would have been better for the working man than Biden, although most progressives believe that maxim, that makes this revelation so offensive. It's that Democratic leaders would once again undermine and override the will of its own rank-and-file voters like they did in 2016. Sanders, who made the mistake of not actually becoming a Democrat, was (and remains) a threat to the party's reliance on donations from the same corporate interests that have made America a country not worth living in so much.
The Democrats and Republicans became two pro-business parties divided on the issue of women's rights. As Michael Moore, who is a knee-jerk progressive who thinks he's the smartest person in America - and sometimes he is - said in one of the times he was he smartest person in America, Democrats say one thing ("Save the planet! Bullet trains for Amtrak!") and do another - hold hands with the bastards who make America a terrible place to live. Republicans simply gave those same bastards offices in the West Wing.
And that feeling I had back in 2021, that we had hit bedrock and were on our way to a better place? Yes . . . it felt like we were finally taking off to become a more perfect Union. Trump's return to office with a plurality of the popular vote meant that we crashed right after takeoff.
Tuesday, October 15, 2024
The Enemy From Within?
Saturday, July 13, 2024
Take Off to the Great White North
I have an announcement to make.
Despite President Biden's insistence that he's staying in the presidential campaign to defeat Donald Trump, and despite the backing he has from rank-and-file Democrats and the chairman of the Democratic National Committee, establishment Democrats, including my own congresswoman, continue pressure on him to withdraw from the campaign. His subsequent demonstrations of political viability in a press conference and on the campaign trail apparently, have satisfied no one among the Democratic elites and the mainstream media. This only weakens efforts to stop Donald Trump from retaking power and to stop the Heritage Foundation's National Socialist-resonant Project 2025 from becoming the law of the land. It looks like Trump will make history not only by becoming the first Republican President to serve two nonconsecutive terms and becoming the first convicted felon to hold the office, but by becoming the U.S.'s first dictator with absolute rule over the people.
As I have bashed Trump regularly on this blog, and as Trump promises retribution against his opponents, I literally fear for my life. I have long believed and continue to believe that Trump will make dissent and vocalized opposition to his administration a capital offense. I also believe that Trump acolyte Kash Patel, who is likely to hold an intelligence post in the next Trump term if not the post of CIA director itself, will likely collect and organize data of "enemies of the state" among the general populace with a thorough examination of the servers of blogging platforms - so any anti-Trump blogs will be found even if their founders delete them before January 20, 2025. I also expect the method of capital punishment of anti-Trump citizens to be brutal, most likely hanging, though Trump has also suggested the use of guillotines. And even if the Trump regime does not punish citizen dissenters who voice their objections with the death penalty for sedition, why would I want to live in an America governed under the auspices of Project 2025?
Therefore . . . if Trump is returned to power on Election Day, I plan to move to Canada before Inauguration Day.
I have nothing to lose. I live on my own now. Don't ask me how I became able to do that, you don't need to know. But as I now live on my own, I'm unfettered. I can go wherever I want. I do have a life where I live now, but it's not enough of a life to keep me here. I have virtually no relatives left. I have a few friends, but they're not always available when I want to see them. In fact, they're rarely available. And some of my "friends," it turns out, don't merit the term. Case in point: I was at a social event this past spring and I saw a woman I had been platonically involved with for quite some time, but I hadn't seen her in person since before the pandemic hit. Anyway, I went up to her after so long and said hello to her, and she shook my hand and said it was nice to see me - she acted as if I'd lent her money or something. With "friends" like that . . . Good grief, I have more intimate friendships with people on social media than most people I know live and in person. So I don't feel anything holding me back from leaving the country. Another friend of mine who had more reason to stay here already did.
So why Canada? First of all, proximity. It's a quick drive up Interstate 87 to the border, beyond which lies Montreal. A drive to Toronto via Interstates 80 and 380 and Interstate 81 with a connection to the Macdonald-Cartier Freeway is also doable, and Toronto is the city I'm looking at the most. Second, convenience. Even if I chose to take a mere fraction of my worldly possessions with me, getting them moved across the ocean is far more cumbersome than getting them moved across an imaginary line on the ground or the St. Lawrence River. Third, I have my kittens to think about. I Don't know how I can, or if it's even possible to, transport domestic animals to a European country. And I am not planning to have my kittens rehomed or returned to the cat-fostering service I adopted them from. Whether it's a household with one person or a household with two adults and 2.6 children, household pets are part of the family, and I will not abandon my kittens Chico and Claudia. I have a lifetime commitment to my feline pals - their lifetimes.
There are other reasons I want to move to Canada. Single-payer health insurance is a plus, and I certainly wouldn't mind renouncing my American citizenship with the knowledge that Trump wants to repeal the Affordable Care Act. I also get to keep my Sirius XM subscription, as I consider satellite radio to be a necessity. I can count all of the European countries that have sat on zero fingers - and I can tell you after having listened to enough British and Irish music radio that European terrestrial radio isn't much better than American terrestrial radio. And, there are other, more seemingly trivial reasons that I won't discuss here. But the relative ease of escaping to north of the border compared to escaping to Europe, Australia or New Zealand is a big reason in and of itself.
So that's it. I've made my decision. And I plan to see my lawyer to draw up a contingency plan in the very likely event that Trump is back in power six months and change from today. Of course I will vote for Biden in November, but if Trump gets in, I'm getting out. It's that simple.
And I would advise anyone who stands a better and graver chance of being incarcerated or executed for sedition in und Amerikanische Reich than I do to make similar plans. That would include members of the Biden administration . . . and President Biden himself.













